When I'm stressed out!!!

Seriously, when I'm stress out, my mind dont seem to be with me.. It will be floating somewhere with the IAS and ISA, with the options and mergers plus with SOX and Combined Code...

And then as I was carrying my printie (my printer's name) in the dark (I have no idea why didnt I turn on the lights) and then the ink sort of slip and then the inks start bursting out like a black whole sucking in stuff but rather the other way round (if you are on the other side, things will be like spurting towards)

And yes... I made my very own graffiti with my bare hands and legs.. Not only that... My furniture seems to be pretty colourful now.. With splashes of 4 different colour (cyan, magenta, yellow and black)

My colourful 'tapak kaki'

and my hands...

Lovely colours eh... OMG... I really hope that all this can come out by tonight... It looks so gruesome.. Blekkk... Making me sick...

Okie... Gotta go now... I'm wasting loads of time updating and cleaning up the mess I made...

Bye...

Wish me luck for my finals... PRAY FOR ME!!! (THANK YOU ALLLLLLLLLLL)

RR aka Barney... XP

P4 ACCA

My friend gave me this link for P4 and I guess its okie... haha...

Very summarized notes.. Gonna put here in case I cant find it..

http://www.scribd.com/doc/40274662/ACCA-P4-Key-Point-Notes-December-2010

kthkbye...

RR

EXAM FEVER!!!

14 days more till P7 paper... And then P4 and the last one P1... I really really really hope I can pass all this 3 papers this sem... Please help me God!!! Been slacking for a while... Been really tired.. Cant focus nor concentrate when I start to open my book... But in order to pass, sacrifices need to be made RIGHT??? So I think I'm gonna turn in to bed now and then tomorrow I shall get up early and start swallowing all my notes down and process it to my brain... May the knowledge stays in my brain till death do I part...

So stress... And the pressure is rising... This happens I think to all CAT and ACCA students who are finishing their last few papers before adjourning to the next level/world.. And I do bet that all those who are on their way finishing all these papers are pretty excited with their exams too... Seeing Facebook and Twitter where so many people are hyped up for exams and seeing me here, being nonchalant (not that I want to... The mind is willing but the body refuses... PMS I think.. XP) about it, make me feel so bad... I so badly want to clear all my 3 papers before start working... Like this, I wont be unfair to both myself and the firm.. By the looks of it, if I were to work and study, I will either concentrate on studying and then neglect my work or vice versa... WHICH IS UTTERLY NOT FAIR TO BOTH SIDE!!! I am ethical... Lols..

Studying CAT and ACCA for the past 3 years really broaden and open my tiny little mind to not being so self-centered at times but also to care for others too.. Seriously, its not just being and accountant.. Also not only just counting numbers (in which I beg to differ... Who say all accountants do is count?? Not necessary la... There are so many fields an accountant can be..) But rather, some papers consists of ethical issues... In which it is good for both society and myself..

Well, gonna turn in for the night... Good night people...

Oh ya... I got bored and I took this... haha... (:

NOW I LAY ME DOWN TO SLEEP,

I PRAY TO GOD MY SOUL TO KEEP,

SHOULD I DIE BEFORE I WAKE,

I PRAY TO GOD MY SOUL TO TAKE..

THANK YOU My 3 YEARS OF COLLEGE LIFE!!!

Been in college for the last 5 days.. In a row.. From Sat to Wed... Really, I thought I could go mad.. 8.30am till 6.30pm of classes each day...

And true enough, on Monday I was sick, down with a kinda brain strapping, compressing feeling...

Seriously, I really thought I was going to go mad... My brain was like pumping... Blekkk... Not gonna think about it or I'll feel it again...

Well, today marks the last day of P7 classes for me... MARK IT... LAST ONE!!! Gonna pass it...

Did a little surprise for my lecturer, Mr Jay...

We 'Prepaid' (this is what he calls it la... ) his birthday cum last day celebration.. BUT, he ah... Lols... I asked him to stand infront of the elevator, he didnt want... OMG... Plan fail sia... haha... But managed to 'surprise' him... Hope he's happy with it... haha...

(credits to Weiwei)

And about the last day thingy, I feel kinda sad... Maybe its due to the attachment... Studying for all these years and then now, I'm graduating and gonna start work next year... Seriously, thinking about it, its such a scary thought... I mean how am I, a 19 year old girl gonna fit in to this vast and political environment... Although its hard but I'm sure I gotta learn and be independent from now on...

It was a great experience for me for the last 3 years in Sunway.. So I'm glad that I have managed to enjoy this 3 years of college life..

Met new and close friends and get to know deeper the old one...

Thank you Evelyn, Christine (my cousin), Angeline, Wei Ling, Sotong, Saarah, Fa Ying, Jieyi, Nana, Wan Sia, CAT January 2008, ACCA January 2009, my lecturers, Miss Irene, Miss Ang, Miss Vivian, Miss Nadia, Miss Kelly, Miss SW, Miss Diana, Mr Jay, Mr LMC, Mr LCK, Mr Ashok, Mr Hun and Mr Oviyan and also to all Sunway supporting staff, Miss Leong and Nitia, marketing, finance and SSD, and all those whom I have met in other classes.. Those who have become part of my memories and my life now as friends... Thank you for going through with me my 3 years of college life, by making the best years of my life..

OMG... I'm feeling so emo now la... Gonna cry...

Well, it has been a journey definitely.. and once again, THANK YOU ALLLLLL....

Love you allll... (:

Good luck to all SPM-ians, CAT-ians and not forgetting, MY ACCA-IANS...

Do your best.. and Hope to see you all in the corporate world sooonnn....

Love,

RR

Story of an eraser and a pencil...

Was emailed to me by someone... Just found it interesting and touching... So I'm gonna post it... (:

Pencil: I'm sorry....

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.

Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)


I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

This is for all parents out there.....

Jeng Jeng JEEEENNGGG!!!

Haha.. I'm mad la...

Lols... I know its lack of updates.. Will update the promis(e)-ed post...
I'm SUPER BUSY with classes for now... Boo hoo hoo...

Count down.. 5 days class, One down.. 4 more to go..

O Lord God please give me the strength to tahan until Wednesday.. I know classes are super long!!! (8.30am till 6.30pm).. Help me so I can tahan my eyelids not to drape down...

Omgee... I am so so so tired and I have no idea what I'm typing..

So ya... I better stop now or I start blabbing nonsense...

KTHKBYE!!!

RR

I am SAD!!!

Seriously, I am officially sad for now.. The hardest time (include examination preparation and the stress-ness of it - due to preparation) of my 19 years of life I had to make..

Turning down an offer I such a bad thing... Reality is so harsh.. If only I could escape, hide and wish hard that the next time I'm back here it will be gone.. If only that there are life erasers to erase those decisions or reality I dont wish to make/face..

Often at times I do wonder if I were to decide the other way round, how my life would be.. Would I be satisfied? Or to regret it? Was my decision the right one or not.. Personally, I think this is why we humans are here on Earth for.. To be able to stand upright and to make decisions.. To be independent and not relying or blaming anyone for all that has happen, be it good or bad, on the decisions we make..

Seems like God wants us to discern what is right and wrong from here.. To be able to walk on the narrow road or the broad one, the road less taken or the road trodden by many (LMAO-ing now.. Remembered the times when we had literature on the poem 'The Road Less Traveled' - Robert Frost)

So I do hope and pray that all will be fine through this decision of mine.. God please help me..

Oh ya... And to all SPM-ians, Good Luck for your exams.. Do your best and trust in Him that all things can and will be done..

And to all CAT & ACCA homo sapiens Good Luck for the coming exams!!!

till then,

RR

(ps: will be updating on MJD Youth Retreat in Seelong, Senai soon.. Once I have the time.. Gonna be a long post.. Love ya (: )

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference

...Robert Frost

EXAMS!!!

Yup... Again, the time of mine for every 6 months consecutively for 3 years... And this marks the end of my studies once I have finish it.. In a blink of an eye, 3 years passed so fast..

Cant wait to graduate and wear the mortar hat twice... haha...

Hope I can pass through this ordeal and then on the 13 of December 2010 at 6.15pm, I can jump for joy...

Well, gonna be like a month till this day comes..

Well, I will be away most of the time cause I GONNA BE A NERD.. A SUPER NERD FOR ONE WHOLE SOLID MONTH (hopefully)

So this means, I will be fb-ing, blog-ing and youtube-ing lesser... haha...

Till then,

RR

To all those taking examination for this sitting, GOOD LUCK and those who are in the midst or going to take or awaiting for results, GOOD LUCK TOO!!!

(: