Dearest Grandma
You are the one who never scold nor beat.. The one who endures the pain all by yourself.. A Mother of 12, whom all of them are successful..
Thank You for being there for me as the one an only grandma that I love..
You were there when I was young, being like a 2nd mother to me.. I do remember the times when I was young, when Mummy called you 'Ma', i followed suit that made you giggle and laugh and responded to me call..
You were always there when I was sick my massaging my head when I'm having a headache...
Telling me to dry my hair whenever you see water droplets falling of my hair after my bath..
The one who cook for me..
Then one who tells me stories of the past..
The one who is BRILLIANT in making paper flowers in which I'm always proud to say, 'My Grandma make it'..
The one who always ask me to eat..
The one who is always the dearest and the closes person..
I LOVE YOU MY DEAREST GRANDMA
I'm sorry for all the troubles caused..
I know i was very energetic when i was young and at times I tire you fast...
I'm sorry for sometimes I lose my patience on you in which I know it is wrong... Please forgive me Popo...
I cried when I saw you in the hospital.. The thought of losing you scares me every night I go to bed...
Each phone called I received, my blood will gushed up to my head..
You've always been the person to hold your pain in without letting anyone know..
When I saw you cringed in pain today, i felt so useless and helpless for I cant share nor help you ease the pain..
I hate you see in pain for it cuts deep into my heart..
Seeing you lying there listless, makes me feel that why didn't I do/take care of you more...
I really hated myself at that moment for I know that each tick the clock ticks means that time is eating up for me to be with you..
I know it is too late to regret now.. All I wish is that you could get better and to go home... I really wished that you can go home with us..
Dear Mother Mary and Jesus,
please prolonged my grandmother's time here on Earth a little more longer without any pain... Take away all the pain and suffering she is enduring now.. Make her be strong and responsive..
I ask you to also prepare us for 'The Day'..
Although I never want that day to come, but PLEASE, PLEASE TAKE AWAY HER CUP OF SORROW... I beg you...
PLEASE PRAY FOR HER TO THOSE WHO READS THIS... Thank You and God Bless..
No matter what, Popo, you are always the best for with you, I have enjoyed the Best of Both worlds (being the only Grandma to me)
WE LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOU TOO GRANDMA.. STAY STRONG.. WILL KEEP ON PRAYING FOR YOU.. and we know that the Lord God will always be there with us..
Loads of Love,
From your granddaughter, who misses you and love you wholeheartedly...
(ps: i know i wrote the same thing in my other blog.. so those who have seen, its the same thing)
