Seriously, when my mum came home just now, I learnt that sometimes GH is weird.. I know we are paying only for a minimal sum but a life is at stake here..
This morning, they brought my brother to do another X-ray scan.. and after that, they just LEFT MY BROTHER UNATTENDED!!! I mean just finish off what you have done and then go for your freaking break la.. I know you have both legs, but losing a few minutes of your break wont cause you any harm right???
As part of this job, I could assume that you all are able to understand what is supposed to be done right??? How can you leave my brother without pulling the injured leg part to minimized the pain.. Ya la you cant feel the pain, but don't you think is a little bit negligence on your part to leave my brother in pain..
I thank you for all that has been done.. But it's just that HE is MY BROTHER and when he is in PAIN, I WILL ALSO BE!!! In this service line I think the utmost rule is that Customer's First right???
I really wish my brother is with me right now.. Beside me, at home unharmed..
He has to undergo 2 SURGERIES!!! How is he able to endure.. I know I'm very emotional unbalance now but he is my next kin other than my mum.. and I treasure him ALOT!!! although I scold and nag at him, it's for his own good..
I mean you think I'm so free that my only purpose on earth is to do that... I really had the best interest in heart for him..
I only wish for the best for him and if I cannot get it, I want to make sure he can have it...
I can still remember the day when he was born, I WAS SO HAPPY AND DELIGHTED JUST TO MEET MY LITTLE BROTHER.. I could remember, carrying you for the 1st time when I was 6.. The pride and the joy in me just want to tell the WHOLE WORLD that YOU ARE MY BROTHER..
Even now, I will still do it..
I really hope GH will help him by attending to his needs.. Seeing him in pain lying there breaks my heart as a sister... The heartache is so overwhelming that I wish I could just take out my heart and leave it aside to ease the pain in me..
Sometimes, I really wished I could be a doctor.. This mixed feelings was being built-up this year.. One is because of my grandmother and another is now, my brother.. If I were a doctor, they all can go for their break for all the want.. I could just do that.. If they were not attending to his needs, I could be there to attend.. I felt so handicap being there, seeing your loved ones in pain and all I can do is to stand there and just look like a passerby..
And I seriously hope that the security guard be more lenient.. Is not that we are make a hell of noise.. Please be considered a little bit la.. He is the youngest there in the ward.. Since we are not making any noise, being there or outside serve no difference.. However, to my brother, all he needs is for us to be there with him, even though in silent, that he could feel the affirmation of strength and courage to carry on..
So stop chasing us out.. My mum just came in and then immediately, the guard chases her out... DONT YOU KNOW THE ANXIETY OF A MOTHER!!! I REPEAT.. A MOTHER...
GOD BLESS YOU IN YOUR SURGERY TOMORROW.. AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MY BABY LITTLE BROTHER RYAN!!!
Cant wait till you get back home..
Till then,
RR who awaits for her brother to come back home as soon as possible..
TO ALL THOSE WHO READS THIS, PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM THAT HIS SURGERY WILL GO WELL TOMORROW AND TO RELEASE HIM FROM ALL PAIN AND SUFFERING!! THANK YOU AND MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE FOR YOUR PRAYERS!!!