Well, I have no idea what to update.. Tho I have like tons of things to rant about..
Oh ya... Im officially 20 now.. I am freaking sad la... Im getting old.. Ahhh... My one is gone... Here comes the two.. Im like no longer a teenager or even an adult... So Im like in betweens... haha
Been feeling not that well this past few days... And recently, 2 auditors died of severe cerebral meningitis.. And IM SO FREAKING SCARED LAAAAA... Eshhh... With the symptoms that Im having for the past 4 months, its almost identical.. Ahhh...
I want to live longer... Eshh... Why of all occupation, I have to opt as an accountant/auditor...
My whole body system is haywired... Aching like mad... Lack of sleep and insomnia.. I feel like Im gonna be 80...
Everything starts to increase.. My expenditure as well as my spec degree... Who power increase faster than any inflation.. Within 6 months, my degree from 350 shoot to 450... Omg... If this were to go on, I can just say bye bye to my eyes...
And Im having early Sunday blues now... Ahhh.... Pray for me that I can go through this freaking ordeal... Seriously, Im only 20, do you need to kill my youth and stress me up????????
I know this cannot be compared but still?? Have mercy on me la sometimes.. I dont do good with stress.. I really really really dont like being stressed... It sssssssuuuuuuuuuuccccccccckkkkkkkkkkssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Had a really good secon.. Thank God.. Was dragging myself there last 2 weeks.. Cause my bday falls in between it.. But then, all in all was fine... So I presume a good start will lead to a wonderful good end...
Gotta go.. I have no idea what Im ranting about... Cause I feel like Im floating.. Seriously.. My brain feels like its gonna burst into a thousand pieces... hahaha...
My cousins are all here... Gonna celebrate my bday after 3 days... lols...
Till then peoples!!!
Love,
RR
