EXAM FEVER!!!

14 days more till P7 paper... And then P4 and the last one P1... I really really really hope I can pass all this 3 papers this sem... Please help me God!!! Been slacking for a while... Been really tired.. Cant focus nor concentrate when I start to open my book... But in order to pass, sacrifices need to be made RIGHT??? So I think I'm gonna turn in to bed now and then tomorrow I shall get up early and start swallowing all my notes down and process it to my brain... May the knowledge stays in my brain till death do I part...

So stress... And the pressure is rising... This happens I think to all CAT and ACCA students who are finishing their last few papers before adjourning to the next level/world.. And I do bet that all those who are on their way finishing all these papers are pretty excited with their exams too... Seeing Facebook and Twitter where so many people are hyped up for exams and seeing me here, being nonchalant (not that I want to... The mind is willing but the body refuses... PMS I think.. XP) about it, make me feel so bad... I so badly want to clear all my 3 papers before start working... Like this, I wont be unfair to both myself and the firm.. By the looks of it, if I were to work and study, I will either concentrate on studying and then neglect my work or vice versa... WHICH IS UTTERLY NOT FAIR TO BOTH SIDE!!! I am ethical... Lols..

Studying CAT and ACCA for the past 3 years really broaden and open my tiny little mind to not being so self-centered at times but also to care for others too.. Seriously, its not just being and accountant.. Also not only just counting numbers (in which I beg to differ... Who say all accountants do is count?? Not necessary la... There are so many fields an accountant can be..) But rather, some papers consists of ethical issues... In which it is good for both society and myself..

Well, gonna turn in for the night... Good night people...

Oh ya... I got bored and I took this... haha... (:

NOW I LAY ME DOWN TO SLEEP,

I PRAY TO GOD MY SOUL TO KEEP,

SHOULD I DIE BEFORE I WAKE,

I PRAY TO GOD MY SOUL TO TAKE..

THANK YOU My 3 YEARS OF COLLEGE LIFE!!!

Been in college for the last 5 days.. In a row.. From Sat to Wed... Really, I thought I could go mad.. 8.30am till 6.30pm of classes each day...

And true enough, on Monday I was sick, down with a kinda brain strapping, compressing feeling...

Seriously, I really thought I was going to go mad... My brain was like pumping... Blekkk... Not gonna think about it or I'll feel it again...

Well, today marks the last day of P7 classes for me... MARK IT... LAST ONE!!! Gonna pass it...

Did a little surprise for my lecturer, Mr Jay...

We 'Prepaid' (this is what he calls it la... ) his birthday cum last day celebration.. BUT, he ah... Lols... I asked him to stand infront of the elevator, he didnt want... OMG... Plan fail sia... haha... But managed to 'surprise' him... Hope he's happy with it... haha...

(credits to Weiwei)

And about the last day thingy, I feel kinda sad... Maybe its due to the attachment... Studying for all these years and then now, I'm graduating and gonna start work next year... Seriously, thinking about it, its such a scary thought... I mean how am I, a 19 year old girl gonna fit in to this vast and political environment... Although its hard but I'm sure I gotta learn and be independent from now on...

It was a great experience for me for the last 3 years in Sunway.. So I'm glad that I have managed to enjoy this 3 years of college life..

Met new and close friends and get to know deeper the old one...

Thank you Evelyn, Christine (my cousin), Angeline, Wei Ling, Sotong, Saarah, Fa Ying, Jieyi, Nana, Wan Sia, CAT January 2008, ACCA January 2009, my lecturers, Miss Irene, Miss Ang, Miss Vivian, Miss Nadia, Miss Kelly, Miss SW, Miss Diana, Mr Jay, Mr LMC, Mr LCK, Mr Ashok, Mr Hun and Mr Oviyan and also to all Sunway supporting staff, Miss Leong and Nitia, marketing, finance and SSD, and all those whom I have met in other classes.. Those who have become part of my memories and my life now as friends... Thank you for going through with me my 3 years of college life, by making the best years of my life..

OMG... I'm feeling so emo now la... Gonna cry...

Well, it has been a journey definitely.. and once again, THANK YOU ALLLLLL....

Love you allll... (:

Good luck to all SPM-ians, CAT-ians and not forgetting, MY ACCA-IANS...

Do your best.. and Hope to see you all in the corporate world sooonnn....

Love,

RR

Story of an eraser and a pencil...

Was emailed to me by someone... Just found it interesting and touching... So I'm gonna post it... (:

Pencil: I'm sorry....

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.

Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)


I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

This is for all parents out there.....